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Originally posted by bold_n_brazen
I have decided to lament not having fed my self gratification monster enough since college.
I intend to feed him thoroughly and relentlessly from this point forward.
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It ain't that great. You get to a point where you're just "getting back to normal." You have to screw it on to the point of near stroke level blood pressure and severe, irreversible liver damage to get back to that peak you hit years ago, where, with the right mixture, you felt like you were turned into a point of light and fired across the universe from a laser cannon. Its a constant game of switching the mixtures. But no matter what I do, I can't grab that same feeling of euphoria I got when I was 18 and had my mind sandblasted with really insane hallucinogens. Its harder and harder to get "Monday" out of my head. But you try, and thats noble, and its all you can do. And its a fun experiment even when the results aren't earth shattering.
