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Originally posted by bi-berry bikini'd
For what it’s worth, I think its was nervous energy. I saw that leagl was the reigning lesbian board queen and was at once feeling the need to make my presence felt but yet at the same time looking to impress her. Truth be told, the last woman whom I was seeing reminds of leagl’s board voice. And this was a girl that made me sweaty from across the room, twitching and stuttering, scared, like a school girl. I think I transferred this awkwardness to my debut here and this is catastrophic because my everyday personality is usually ultra-fabuloso-charming and adorable.
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Doesn't take much to be the reigning lesbian board queen when it is the main characteristic that defines you, and you are pretty much the only one who has it so. Frankly, I'm kind of bland, so I am not sure what else would have stood out early on. Fortunately however it tends to be more of an underlying issue these days. It popped up more recently I think because of the Lawrence decision. It will recede again.
You don't need to impress me, though I appreciate the thought. Just be who you are and you'll fit in fine. Very few people manage to step into this board without getting flamed. Consider it a right of passage.
