Sadly, I am not a real person. I am a fictional character in an encyclopedic novel by a noted recluse. I have it on good authority, however, that Leagl is a real person, and that there are other real people here with names like Slave and e/o. Mister Ruysbroeck may be real, but he may also be
Flemish mystic, though no one can prove it. Perhaps one of them can understand what it is you want and propose. I have read your
post at least twice now, and I find it elusive.
