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Originally posted by taxwonk
Suicide's your gig, Sebby. I plan on haniging out as long as possible. I've more appreciation for gin and vermouth, the pharmaceuticals are cheaper and more plentiful. I get to laugh at the hubris of the younger ones, and remember when I too, was young and stupid.
Besides, I'm fucking Hank's and your wife. Life's never been better. and I don't have to worry about buying new pants every year.
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I can't get my hands around aging. I fear a flip out Gary Busey period down the line. The monotony has me on the verge of tearing my hair out at times. I quite literally lived to do nothing but have a good time for so long that I am incapable of taking any satisfaction from anything other than that tooth clenching feeling you get after your fourth vodka, where Saturday night and you and a houseful of visiting fools has the night before you like a thunderhead. Without liftoff, what is there? I'm not sure I can handle the 40s thing. I'm not obsessing over it or anything... But people keep telling me how great my life should feel, and it just ain't there. Maybe golf is the ticket - its kept my old man acting 18 for the last 30 years.