| paigowprincess |
09-30-2003 12:44 PM |
Neuroses Test
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Originally posted by sebastian_dangerfield
Thanks for depressing me Paigow. This time of year I think back to long days of playing frisbee, listening to Allmans outdoors, drinking keg beer and tripping my face off. No bills, no responsibilities, no future concern, no appointments, no worries. There is nothing like fall at an eastern college. You start the day off watching early games and end it listening to a live band play "You Don't Love Me/Soul Seranade" in the basement of your fraternity house while everything is a huge glop of psychadelic colors. And during it all you try to pick up cute college girls. And when its over, you wake up, go take a steam, hit the gym, stop by at a few tailgating parties and do it again.
On the flip side, why did you ever quit shrooming? because you're older and more responsible? That's bullshit. You have to get back to the best place you've ever been from time to time. A little fungus gets me there -- reminds me who I really am... not this freak who's phoning it in in a dull gig strictly for the money.
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You are like totally my SP!!! Yesterday I felt the first crispness in the air of the year and I ran for a pack of cigarettes. That crispness reminds me of going to Rocktoberfest at Groovy You Vee, wearing my biggest alpaca sweater, drinking beer all day, hitting crafts fairs, watching the boys play ultimate or lacrosse, and then afternoon parties on people's patios, drinking hot apple cider and rum/ or beer, depending on what was on the menu, in Burlington, shrooming late in the day and going to more parties All the while surrounded by the most beautiful boys and girls. No bleach, no makeup, no fake tits, just people as they are. To this day, my ultimate man has the shaggy hair and tall lean body of a lacrosse player. And if i see him in the right pair of faded levis with one of those new englandy sweaters, I just swoon. Fall is just so melancholy, huh, SD? Clearly we would have roadtripped and dosed and hung together in college. I ran six miles to the Grateful Dead (DP 15- slow They Love Eachother, Minglewood, and Half Steo just leave me with a palpable feeling of poignancy bc of the memories ) on Sunday as I felt the beginnings of autumn come on, bc that is where the season takes me, Today it is DP 18. cant wait
And I didnt STOP doing mushrooms bc I got older. As I once posted, my friends got older, I jsut keep staying the same age. But now I have noone to dose with. Sadly, the last time I tripped was at the SHoreline shows in 1995. Perhpas we should meet?
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